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t was a cold, winter day and the usual things were happening
in the “Big Apple. The sounds of sirens and car horns filled the
air as people were rushing to get to work. The Monday morning
attitude had everyone in a bad mood, as the New York City citizens
shuffled passed each other on the sidewalk. One of the people
in a hurry that morning included Jennifer. Jennifer was a single,
working mother. She was a partner in a very popular law firm
of Thompson & Smith. Her morning was not going very well, as
she started off her day by sleeping through her alarm.
Jennifer tossed and turned, as she heard a repetitive knocking
sound. As she rose from bed, in a panic by the display of her
clock, she opened the door to find her little girl Noel dressed
and ready to start the day. With a big smile she greeted her
mother, Good morning Mommy!
Jennifer knelt down to give her a hug and replied, “Good morning
sweetheart! Walking down the hallway, still half asleep, Jennifer
knocked on her son’s door. Matt grunted and rolled over at the
sound of his mother’s voice demanding, You need to get up now!
Jennifer felt a little awkward telling Matt to get up when her
daughter had wakened her. After a few minutes with Jennifer not
noticing any signs of Matt getting ready, she opened his door
and told him that if he didn’t get up he would not be allowed
to see his girlfriend today. Knowing that throwing the girlfriend
card at Matt always worked, she went back across the hallway
to check on Noel. Jennifer peeked inside Noel’s room and saw her
finish making her bed. Noel began to exit her room, and continue
down the stairs. Following after his sister was Matt. Jennifer
saw the smug look on his face and suggested, “Why can’t you be
more like your sister?
Matt sarcastically relied, “What, you mean short and annoying.
Jennifer smacked the top of his head, stopping the snickering
that filled the stairwell. Moving as slow into the kitchen as
possible, Matt was also greeted by his sister, “Good morning Matthew.
He passed by her disregarding her comment and said, Whatever.
Jennifer thought to herself as she saw Matt lay on the couch,
how the age difference was hard on the children with Matt being
sixteen, and Noel only nine. Jennifer fixed a quick breakfast
consisting of Cheerios for Noel, Rice Krispies for Matt, and
a Tylenol for her splitting headache. Thoughts of a major board
meeting raced through her head as she cleaned the dishes. She
was already embarrassed about even showing up, since she was
already fifteen minutes late. As she collected her cell phone
to put in her purse, she announced to her children that it was
time to go. Grunting again, Matt pried himself from the leather
couch and sluggishly headed for the door.
Before realizing that he was out the door, she reminded, “Don’t
forget your coat Matt, it’s unusually cold outside today. Taking
a glance at the coat rack and seeing that his coat was missing,
she thought to herself how she really shouldn’t treat him like
he was a young child anymore, and that he was responsible enough
for simple things such as remembering to wear a coat. Jennifer
didn’t mean to treat Matt like a child, except with the obligation
of being a single mother, she took on the role of two parents,
and sometimes became over protective. Tracing her mother’s footsteps
out the door Noel eagerly asked,“Mommy, can we stop and see the
doll house today?
Thinking of the smile that overcame Noel’s face when her eyes
came upon the doll house at Duncan's Toy Store, she replied,
“Sure sweety, forgetting that it was fifteen minutes out of her
way.
They crossed Third Street, and Noel remarked, “Guess what?
Jennifer seeing no interest in Noel’s comment in her son’s face
she answered, “What?
Noel skipped across the crosswalk saying, Friday in school we
learned that before you crossed the street you should look both
ways.
Jennifer said, That’s very good honey. Matt smirked as he put
on his headphones to his C.D. player and said under his breath,
“What a dork.
Jennifer heard his comment and said nothing, as she knew that
he acted the same way when he was her age. Jennifer thought of
how when Noel was just a baby and he was her age, he would pretend
to be a policeman directing traffic. A smile came upon Jennifer's
face as she could picture Matt dressed up in his police hat,
with his badge and whistle saying, Hold on ma’am, you can cross
when this light turns. The thought of him at that age made her
want to cry, as she suddenly had a brace of reality as to the
fact that her little police officer was growing up so fast.
Around the corner awaited Duncan’s Toy Store. Noel rushed on by
a yellow fire hydrant that was being used to put out a fire down
the block, and came to a stop when she reached the storefront.
Noel’s eyes lit up like a Christmas tree when she saw the dollhouse
front and center.
Jennifer became a little discouraged at the advertisement that
read, “Holiday fun for everyone, bring home a doll house with
the Wilson family this holiday season. Jennifer took a step closer
to read the fine print that people often don’t bother to read.
She was even more discouraged when reading that the dollhouses
were sold out at the moment and she would have to be on a waiting
list to get one. Noel turned and faced her mother asking, “Will
Santa left me have one for Christmas?
Jennifer didn’t want to see a frown on Noel’s face by telling her
that a dollhouse were near to impossible to get, so she simply
said, “We’ll see, and continued walking passed the store. Matt
had stopped at magazine rack while his mother and sister stood
in front of the toy store. As he skimmed through a skating magazine,
he was gestured by his mother that they were leaving. Ignoring
her signal, Matt continued to stand there. Jennifer turned around
and pulled on his headphones, jerking him backwards, almost making
him trip over his untied shoelaces. Matt finally continued forward
with his family, staring his mother down with the evil eye.
Jennifer dropped her children off at a private school just five
blocks from the toy store. Kissing Noel on the cheek, she moved
in to kiss her son. Bending backwards almost as far as in the
movie the Matrix, as if trying to dodge a bullet, Matt avoided
the kiss. Jennifer tried to approach him again, this time faking
a hug and when she was close enough, pecked him on the cheek.
Seeing a smile from the corner of her eye upon his face, he said
goodbye and ran to catch up with his friends that were entering
the school. Jennifer walked Noel inside to her classroom, said
hello to her teacher, and hurried back onto the street. She hailed
a cab and directed the cab driver, Twenty First Street, please.
With a nod of the head the cab driver took off.
As Jennifer was going over her presentations for the board meeting,
the cab came to a sudden halt. Monday morning traffic had finally
caught up with her. The cab driver turned to her and said, “Lady,
you’re better off walkin, that sittin in this mess. “Judging by
this traffic, you’d be twenty minutes late to where you’re going.
Jennifer sat in her seat, amazed at the fact that this had to
happen to her today. Taking the friendly man’s advice, she decided
to walk to six blocks to her building. Handing the cab driver
the fifteen dollars and eighty-two cents she owed him, she then
opened the door to the cab. After reaching the sidewalk she took
a sigh of regret. As she began to walk she thought of how sitting
in the cab would have been better than walking all this way in
three-inch heels. The sidewalk challenged her every step, as
Jennifer tried to avoid the cracks on the sidewalk.
Staggering up the stairs, she finally reached her building. She
opened the door and was over taken by the sounds of phones, fax
machines, and printers. She unlocked the door to her office and
turned on the light to find mountains of paper work that smothered
her oak desk. Jennifer sat her briefcase down, and played the
two messages that waited on her answering machine. After hearing
the messages, Jennifer was now informed that her parents were
flying in on Tuesday, and her root canal appointment was Thursday
at four o’clock. Jennifer chuckled to herself as she remembered
the joke that her best friend Amy and her had shared. Every time
they got their messages, they would act disappointed to the fact
that no one had called to tell them that they had won a million
dollars. On her way to the coffee room, Jennifer went to each
of her partner’s offices to say good morning. She stopped first
at her partner Tom’s office. Tom was a middle-aged man, with no
kids and had been divorced twice. To anyone he knew, he was clearly
a workaholic. Jennifer peeked inside to see if he was there,
and to no surprise, she found him working. The sound of the clicking
of the keys on the keyboard made Jennifer thank God that she
had outside responsibilities, such as her kids, to take her away
from her working environment. Jennifer said hello, to then have
him reply with a mumbled hello. Not even making eye contact with
Jennifer, he continued to work.
Leaving Tom’s office, Jennifer moved along down the hallway to
her other partner Allison’s office. Alison was thirty years old,
had never been married, but was not as consumed with work as
Tom. Allison’s office was so neat and proper that Jennifer always
felt like she was walking into a museum, where nothing could
be touched, or taken out of place. Before Jennifer could say
a word, Alison excitedly said “Good morning! Startled by the loud
noise, Jennifer jumped a little. That was the thing about Alison,
she was always happy. Jennifer often wondered how she could be
so happy all the time. She thought to herself that she could
never do that, not because she didn’t like being happy, just that
it wouldn’t be healthy to not experience any other emotions. Jennifer
headed to the coffee room after saying good morning to Allison.
Despite their personal qualities, Jennifer’s partners were very
talented and professional lawyers and she would not of known
what to do without them. Finally making into the coffee room,
she was ecstatic at the sight of coffee and donuts. It was ten
minutes to the board meeting and the clock seemed to be moving
as slow as possible. The ticking of the clock was like a rhythm
such as a drum roll that pumps someone up for something they
are about to do. In Jennifer’s case, the ticking of the clock
made her more anxious, than pumped up. Jennifer had trouble speaking
in front of people in high school, and her parents always wondered
why she had chose to go into a profession that required it. In
truth though, the fear of speaking went away, when Jennifer realized
that she had the power and ability to let her opinion be heard
on a certain matter, which not many people have.
Jennifer went to her board meeting and impressed her authorities
as usual. Finishing out the rest of the day was very easy, because
file work was a simple task. Jennifer was shocked to be the last
one to leave, knowing how Tom was always working. She locked
up the office building and decided to just walk to her children’s
school, without dealing with the afternoon traffic. Before she
had left she grabbed the flat shoes she kept in her office in
case of days like these, and changed into them. When she arrived
at the school, she saw her two children looking behaved as ever.
In the back of her mind she thought, “Who are these people and
what have they done with my real kids?
Noel got one glimpse of her mother and sprinted to embrace her.
Matt followed after her, as slow as possible. Jennifer asked
the question that every parent asked and rarely ever got an actually
answer. Hoping to get an answer she asked, “So, what did you guys
do in school today? their normal answers were the opposites of
each other’s this time. Noel simply replied with nothing, and
Matt told her of his good grades. Jennifer was so proud of Matt,
so she kissed him, and he didn’t move this time.
They returned home and they all relaxed. Matt went upstairs to
talk to his friends on his computer, Noel went to take her evening
nap, and Jennifer sat on the couch to look for something to watch
on television. She flipped through the channels to find nothing
that appealed to her. She finally put the channel on CNN News
and started to make dinner. She took the easy way out of dinner
and made pasta that night.
A few weeks had passed and it was two days until Christmas Day.
The traffic now was even more congested because of all the last
minute shoppers. Jennifer had finished work early that week and
decided to pay a visit to Duncan’s Toy Store. She entered the
store to be paralyzed from the beautiful view. Glistening silvers
and gold filled the entire store, with train whistles blowing
and Santa’s shouting “Ho ho ho! Jennifer approached the front counter
and asked to register for a dollhouse. Thankful as ever, Jennifer
put her name on the list as the last five people to receive one.
The clerk at the desk informed Jennifer that she could pick the
dollhouse up on Christmas Eve. Later at home that evening, Jennifer
and her children were surprised to find their grandparents at
their home. That night they all watched Christmas movies and
sat by the fire. Jennifer’s mother had made her traditional meat
loaf and potatoes, so they were all full by bedtime.
Christmas Eve had finally arrived, and everyone was very excited.
Noel had marked off all the days until Christmas Eve on the calendar.
Matt was happy that Christmas Eve was here because now he hoped
to get a new guitar. Jennifer asked her parents of the favor
of picking the kids up from school that day. They agreed to do
it, not knowing why she herself couldn’t. Jennifer’s workday went
slower than ever. Her concentration often wondered to the thought
of picking up the dollhouse on time. Jennifer finally left work
and reached the toy store just in time. It was ten minutes to
closing time and the store was prepared to be locked up. Jennifer
told the person at the front desk she was registered to pick
up a dollhouse today. The person confirmed it and then sent another
employee to carry the dollhouse to her cab. Jennifer was filled
with joy, as she took her seat in the cab. She arrived home and
checked with her parents to see if the children were pre occupied.
She had also picked up a new guitar for her son. Jennifer’s father
helped her carry her gifts inside and her mother helped her to
begin wrapping them. After a late night off wrapping gifts, and
placing them under the Christmas tree, Jennifer went upstairs
to say goodnight to her children.
Matt was already asleep, so Jennifer gave him a kiss on the cheek
and left. She then entered Noel’s room, to find her little girl
wide-awake. Jennifer asked, “Why aren’t you asleep honey?
I can’t sleep, I’m too excited about tomorrow, confessed Noel.
Jennifer replied, “The sooner you go to sleep, the sooner Santa
will come. After hearing that reassuring statement from her mother,
Noel gave her mother a kiss, and laid her head on her pillow
go to sleep. The next morning was wonderful. There was snow outside
on the sidewalks, and Christmas music filling Jennifer’s house.
The smell of cinnamon came from the cookies that grandma was
making. Also the smell of pipe tobacco came from grandpa’s pipe.
When the children awoke, they both rushed down the stairs. The
children screamed at the sight of all the gifts that covered
the living room floor. After two hours of opening presents, the
children were happy, but had not gotten what they wanted the
most. Jennifer came from behind the corner with a guitar, followed
by Grandpa, with the dollhouse. The children were so surprised,
they screamed even louder than before, ripping off the reindeer
print wrapping paper. When all the morning excitement was settled,
Jennifer’s parents left to catch a plane back home.
Jennifer felt successful after Christmas to see that after a
week the children were still playing with their toys. Although
she thought that her daughter was acting a little strange with
the Wilson family figurines. Jennifer said that Noel had told
her things such as that the son of the Wilson family told her
that when she first opened the door to the dollhouse he was scared.
His heart was pounding. He was sure he had seen the doorknob
turn. Jennifer was a little worried about her daughter’s behavior.
Finally after noticing that she was barely doing anything else
but play with the dolhouse, Jennifer took her to a therapist.
As the therapy session took place, the therapist observed
Noel as she played with her dollhouse. The therapist left the
room, and joined Jennifer in her office. Jennifer wondered, “Is
it normal for a child her age to still imagine that her figurines
can talk to her?
The therapist grinned and said, “It is perfectly normal for Noel
to be behaving like this at her age, I’m actually surprised to
that her friends talking to her are objects and not invisible.
“This is just a phase she is going through and she will grow out
of in time, she assured Jennifer. When Jennifer and her daughter
returned home, Noel went upstairs to play and Jennifer got a
glass of apple juice. Jennifer wanted to check on Noel to see
if she was okay from the therapy. She knocked on the door and
the entered the room. Noel turned around and said, “Mrs.Wilson
said that she thinks you look pretty in your new shoes! Jennifer
thought to herself, “I think I’m starting to like these Wilson’s.
Then Jennifer joined her daughter to play, and was introduced
to the Wilson family.
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